High on your own Supply? Give 420 a short break y’all!

SOOOO what the holy hell and tarnation is with flakey lazy 420 people? I think to be honest, it’s the whole weed world. Yep. I said it. 

Now comes the backlash of all the weeders gonna blast me about how great it is and all that jazz. I agree, it’s useful as medicine, when used properly. However, that is the key word; properly. So far I have only met a few of those users. Everyone else thinks it keeps the oxygen flowing in their lungs. Hehehe.

I have seen an upsurge in smokers and a downsurge in overall positive personality traits: follow through, ambition, reliability, and most other qualities that make a great workforce, and reliable person.

It’s getting rediculous.  Saturated in it: teenagers, adults who should be kickin ass, elderly, whatever… Mostly teenagers and young adults though. For some reason, they think it’s cool to be stewed, whenever possible, and as heavily as possible… It’s.. not. Just try to get something done with that demographic. Might as well call it off before it even begins. Personal experiences speaking here (toooo feckin many imho.)

It seems to me whenever something like this happens (the legalization of a substance) everyone goes off the deep end with it until they figure out they need to moderate. Oh well. Until then, we are apt to see this kind of thing for a few years. Could be worse.. remember the cocaine years? LOL



So it’s been a while. Ya. I know. Between trying to make money, and trying to keep the ways to make money, life, home, and other people’s overall neediness, I have little time to do much than veg out when I have a chance.

I dunno why but this year has been a weird one. On one hand, new and exciting things made it cool, but the ever present Murphy’s Law kinda takes the cool down to average a lot of the time. Oh well. I am not really looking forward to the holidays, that much I can tell you!

It’s not a bah humbug, it’s just anti-climactic. I almost wish I could claim some sort of religious reason to avoid it LOL. Seems a lot of hullabaloo for not a lot of wow factor, ya know?

Anyway I am tirelessly working on trying to see who invented the wheel. I get frustrated a lot, because I just can’t get anywhere on some of the stuff I am working on. It’s not in my nature to give up, but my whole existence wishes I would sometimes. Life goes on, bills won’t go away, and oh, when your stomach growls you gotta feed it. TAHITI!! TAKE ME AWAY!!!

I dream of Tahiti, but really don’t wanna go there. Dumb, ya I know. Its like certain sexual fantasies..some are best left fantasies. I think it would be boring once you were there for a day.. Swim, eat, dodge sharks, then what? So the dream remains. It keeps me sane (or whatever it is that makes me not go postal haha).

Oh my gosh, you know what? Me either. Hahahah ….HAHAH!

xo HH

ps..the dumbest quote ever “Writing comes more easily if you have something to say.SHOLEM ASCH”

No shit.


…sitting here chasing tech ghosts… trying to figure out the unfathomable.. I have to pee but am too busy to get up.. someone said I should fart on national tv.. it would be fun.. you never know.. might gain some fans… or need a fan…either way…. so what now…. waiting…waiting..did this work? .. not sure…wait some more… its kinda cold out….glad fall is coming….football…cold nights….puffy white clouds….mmmm Halloween….sad now.. thinking of my brother who passed away… omg my birthday is coming up and I so want to avoid it… so many people doing nice things for me.. but yet the overshadowing of timing with bad things is in the forefront….gonna just let it go.. won’t remind anyone what day..,that might work…..thinking about the tomatoes and squash in the garden I gotta go pick.. need dill..and milk….still have to pee….is this fecking thing done yet?????…..ugh….finally!!! ok.. that sucked…what to radio show about.. hmmm…anyway shower time.. best thoughts are there.. be back later. .. xoxoxo HH

Syphillus in porn, outbreak info as I understand it: FOR PORN PEEPS

Ok, so why the hell are the APHSS and FSC so into running things, but yet I see tons of tweets every day about the confusion and what to do about the outbreak of syphillus in porn the last week.

So initially there was one guy, then 4 then now there is 9. My guess is at the end of testing there will probably be about 25. Anyway, its not a huge deal as it’s easily curable, but the confusion is what to do about it.

The powers that be can test for it. TTS and CET can do a test, but as the CDC says, the test will only confirm that a person has it or HAS had it. It cannot differentiate between a live or past infection. Therefore, the only method to assure performers not spreading it would be to take a shot of antibiotic, wait 10 days for the possible infection to clear, then be able to shoot with people.

So many of you are confused by this. The problem with the syphillus testing is that a person may be positive BUT as in HIV infections, the infection may NOT SHOW UP FOR up to 90 days. So, you have a choice. Either test, wait 90 days without shooting/re-exposing yourself, and retest after that time period. If you are neg on both, great. You shouldn’t need a shot.

However, most of you can’t wait 90 days. So the only way to assure safety is to prophyllactically give antibiotics to make sure it’s not spreading. The fact if you are negative, showing negative, positive, or showing negative, doesn’t matter. End of story.

However, the only question I have on that, is what makes the testing sure that they actually cure it? I am guessing there might be higher quality or different testing available but not being implemented.

The gonnohrea/chlamydia argument does not apply. If you have either, you will test positive. After antibiotics, you test negative. Syphillus, once you have it, will always test positive. If you didn’t wait long enough to have it show up, you will test negative.

Anyway, the risk in porn is just that. A calculated risk. If you are uncomfortable with taking the shot, maybe you think of the superbugs and all that stuff is affecting you (how many shots have you had this year? geesh).. then don’t. Either wait it out, or just stop shooting. That’s the option.

Honestly porn is risk .. it’s less than the general population actually, statistically, but it does happen. The time HIV was spread was similar to this one, a guy faked his test and kept shooting. So, if you want to negate your risk of unscrupulous/evil people maybe ruining your life forever, shoot solo. :o)

This outbreak has furthered my reasoning for just that, why I am shooting solo again and only b/g or g/g with my own personal talent pool I can trust. Otherwise, these things will always weigh on the back of my mind. This time everyone was lucky it was “only” syphillus, and not HIV again.  It was less about the risk of the actual disease spreading than the person who caused it. Two times in five years, someone decided they wanted to fake their test. So,  there you go. Take it or leave it, you can’t trust anyone to be honest, no matter who they are.

Knowing that, makes no difference in porn or in mainstream/ general population. I can assure you at least half of the people with HIV in the world slept with someone who knew they had it, and wanted to share. #justsayin.

Ok so .. get a shot or don’t work for 90 days. That’s it.

xoxo HH

Does size matter?

No. LOL. Well.. Kinda. 

Since I seem to get asked that more than 10 times a day every day I am involved with my cam.. I am gonna address this.. 

Size does matter, but not how you think. First of all, for ME I prefer different sized cocks for different things. You know.. they’re kinda like golf clubs. Sometimes you need a driver, sometimes a putter! LOL!

Daily any kind of sex, I would go with 5-6 inches. Reaches most places, usually hits the gspot, is pretty universally good. 

Anal sex, I like short and skinny.. so less than 7 inches, and definitely not fat. Hehe.. 

Vag sex.. ok thats trickier. I love short and fat. Best used missionary. Doggy style, a bit longer is fine.. The only time I like a big thick long cock is riding, and that’s because my ass is so round, any shorter than 8″ seems to slip out all the time.. But no worries, in real sex, riding is pretty short lived.. doggy and missionary seem to be my faves.

But here’s something that usually makes ALL of you guys happy. The truth is, my favorite sex act is fingering. So.. if you have magic fingers, cock size won’t matter ;o)

xoxo HH


My site is up and joinable. HeidiHansonxxx.com.

It’s a work in progress but its in full force to the effect that I am interested in – the live cam and the radio show!

I am also offering a revenue share program, we call it “affiliate program”. You can sell my site, and get $$$

Want to sell my site and make money?
My afiliate program: 50% of the join, and 30% of the recurring memberships. I pay all the billing fees.



The site is definitely a steal if you do live xxx cam with me at all. I am doing 2 free shows a day, which even at the lowest I do ($1.00) is two dollars a day. To take advantage would be 60.00 a month. However, the site is only 24.99 and also includes photosets, archives of camshows, and a weekly radio show!! 

Thanks all for your support, and for waiting SOOOO long for this to finally go live.. Now, off to work!

xoxo Heidi

POLL = which live xxx cam site do you guys prefer?

So, everything changes… and usually RIGHT when I have fully committed to something/somewhere/somehow.. Yep.. CamSite.

As you guys know I have been loyal to Streamate/Cammodels (same thing) for over 2 years now. Cool beans. Sort of.

It doesn’t pay to be loyal though. Because you do not get any special treatment, or any specific benefit for doing so.. The only thing being loyal is good for, is my camguys. You know, you guys that come see me there. I thank YOU for the same loyalty..

This last week and a half, Streamate has been changing the site over increasing our internet and computer requirements to stream higher quality and in HD, or you literally get shoved to the back pages where nobody sees the light of day. I do think keeping an updated computer is generally ok, and internet, well that one is touchy. Here’s why:

– if you do not have the same net speed as I do, you won’t see me and/or you will have cam problems

– if your internet is faster, you will find me further back in the pages.. Slower, you won’t be allowed to view my page at all.

The site literally suggests everyone just runs right out and “get faster internet”. Sure. Snap. What if you have the fastest speed available already? Its not like you can make the available internet co increase their offerings just for you, LOL.. Then in that case you and I would be S. O L. (shit out of luck).

I am getting a bit nervous. My speed is decent/fast, and works.. for now. The future, is uncertain. I have also decided in my entire site design to go with Streamate as my webcam portal for site members.. in otherwords, the thousands spent on site design will be useless if I can’t use that site anymore.

Well it is what it is. What I think I should do (and this is very very very hard for me as I have such little time to mess around webcamming) is probably find a backup site. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR I hate to even think of it. .. but..

What I want to know from you guys, is where you do most of your webcam sessions. Below are a list of sites I have registered for, but don’t webcam on (yet).. Majority rules, and the highest cam site vote, I will have to start spending a bit of time on “just in case”.

Thanks for helping me out. Be HONEST please, don’t just click one you MIGHT go on, what do you REALLY go on.. no wrong answers ;o) and TOTALLY ANONYMOUS!!

xoxo HH


PS– IF YOU CLICK “other” Please Please make sure to comment or tweet me on what site? xoxoxoxo